So, after the post I wrote on Wednesday about not being smarter than a fifth grader, the day got progressively worst. I went to work where later on I realized I had misplaced my ID and I came home with a raging a fever. I am still suffering.
I find myself becoming more and more discouraged with what I have become. Here I am very dependent on the SO. I don’t want to go into details quite yet because I don’t believe I have come to terms with that fact.
I’m going to sum it up as: I’m so sick of life.
It’s been awhile. I’m sorry. Life has a way of doing that to you. Today, I took the Elementary Education Certification Test. I failed. I think I miserably failed. That’s what I get for listening to people who are teachers telling you that it was easy. Let me tell you, it was not. At least I took a productive step in doing something about my life. I can only hope that it will come into fruition. I am kind of embarrassed that I didn’t pass though. I thought it would be common knowledge, but it was much more in depth than I thought. I have to wait 31 days to retake it. Hopefully, it won’t be so bad the second time around.
The SO hopes the restaurant he manages franchises to Orlando. I hope so too. I can’t wait to get out of Gainesville and into a bigger city. And, maybe, just maybe I can finally get out of the restaurant biz.
I’m also sorry I haven’t been baking lately. I’m trying to pay off my credit card, so I am sacrificing baking for a while. =(