I’m on the verge of shutting down and giving up on life. The people who mean most to me want to help me or have tried helping me, but I’m not doing anything about it. I’m taking everything for granted, but I don’t know how to motivate myself to become better. I find myself angry and mad all the time now. I find little to nothing to get me out of this rut. I can try and try, but no to avail. I know this doesn’t make any kind of sense. But, I just can feel myself shutting down and I’m scared it’s going to become not caring anymore. I have officially become a waste of space. Way to go me.