For a while. After that, I find myself becoming VERY restless. I have itchy feet. I am procrastinating and being extremely lazy. I don’t sleep until my father leaves for work and I wake up whenever someone texts me or calls me. I am a waste of space. I didn’t finish my resume. I mean, I kind of started on it, but it sucks. I just have this perpetuating pessimistic attitude I am sure will bite me in the ass very soon. I just feel like I do not have much to offer to well, anyone. So what I graduated from the University of Florida with a BA in English. WHOOPEE… What kind of company/corporation wants me? I only have experience in the restaurant biz being a hostess. And, I know I can’t be a hostess for the rest of my life. And, because I am being very immature; I don’t want to be motivated enough to do anything about it to change the position. I am still little discontent with my situation with my SO. That, warrants further speculation though.